Hopeless dream..
Posted in Emo on 04/25/2009 10:08 pm by Flora~*I started off the day really well. Had a nice shower. Got dressed. Put on some makeup. A spritz or two of Marc Jacobs and I was ready to go. I wore my new dress with my gold stilettos. A bit overdressed for 9AM; but damn I looked good.
I had a good day. I really tried to. Last night’s thoughts are still nagging at me. It feels like all the personal progress I made over the last week to be good, open and understanding, has diminished over one stupid thing.
It’s just so stupid. Actually, I’m the stupid one. I’m the one that needs a social networking site to validate my boyfriend’s feelings for me. So pathetic. I feel so pathetic. I am so pathetic.
I tried. I really did.
