Archive for April 19th, 2008

The best of me..

Okay fine.

I’ll bite. I’m going to sit here and write something with substance (well, as much substance as there can be).

This week:

  • AS and I said goodbye.
  • I don’t really know whether it was a mutual decision or not, but so far it’s been amicable (until the shit hits the fan again for some unknown reason - elaboration later). We’ve walked a long and rocky path together since 2004 and this is where we split and find out what the other side holds for us.

  • I became a sworn in JP (Qual).
  • Well it was a long and slow process, but I’ve made it. Final step is to wait for my registration pack and my stamps etc to arrive in the mail and I can go and sign things :D Also in the process of deliberating whether I should get business cards done up, highly unnecessary but just so damn cool!

  • I bought lots of things.
  • Completely uncorrelated to the first point, but I bought alot of things this week. On Tuesday I went to Chermside with Erin and shopped up a storm. It was so much fun. Then today I visited the DFO with Lexbus and LB and bought another pair of CT’s and a new uni bag. I’ll probably feel terrible at the end of the month when my statement gets here, but oh well. Live for the moment!

  • For some reason, I am undeniably sad.
  • Even at the beginning of writing this, I wasn’t. But now I am. I miss Kyrin. Alot. It’s really upsetting as I can’t even apologise or ‘make right’ as I have no idea why he is angry with me. I can guess but he needs to tell me himself. Maybe we were never as good as friends as I thought we were, that’s just such a harsh reality I can’t live with.

    Subsidy..

    We have got through so much worse than this before
    What’s so different this time that you can’t ignore?
    You say it is much more than just my last mistake
    And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

    And I don’t know where to look
    My words just break and melt
    Please just save me from this darkness..