Floraish

I’ve been thinking about lots of things over the last few days, and I think I am going to write my mid year review about me. So much has happened and unhappened in life this year to date that’s it’s just crazy to know where to begin.

This year I’ve tried many new things, many new experiences and met many new people and old. Gained some new insights, moved further along in my studies, and have generally had a blast doing so. Oh and not to mention my role as volunteer in policing has been excellent! I’ve a great support team at the police station and everyone is just as bubbly and friendly as I am.

My parents have also ‘loosened’ up a bit this year, I know because I am the eldest that they don’t always necessarily know how to do things or how to talk to teenagers but they do the best they can. Things at home have improved a lot and I am getting along really well with my mum. She’s been there for me when I’ve been ill and when I needed someone to talk to. People try to come between her and I, but I know she loves me so it doesn’t matter.

I am making plans too. Tate, Alex and I are going to HK next year. Hopefully it all works out because it will be a blast. I can’t wait to show Tatebus around the old country, I think he’d appreciate it. Oh and DISNEYLAND! HK has a Disney!!!!

I miss Erin, so much She’s my best friend and I hope we don’t come to some dreary demise like Sarah and I did. I don’t know, but I need her around so much, I wish things were like last year where we spent almost every day together Next semester, I hope things are better.

Fading into ins and outs of self pity. Not just about him but about everything else and everyone else. If things had this kind of ending, why did I end things with someone else? Because now I won’t be able to go back.. I wish I handled things differently and wasn’t such a douchebag who believed in an idea such as ‘romance’ and ‘following your heart’, because that only got me so far, no matter how hard I tried. Things shouldn’t have to be that hard..