So deprived..
Posted in Emo, Life, Rargh on 12/22/2004 12:43 am by Flora~*I am so tired. Mentally and physically exhausted. I don’t know why, I need sleep, but I can’t. I just think, lay awake, thinking of bs stuff I don’t need to think about… or regret shit, and think about the future, everything. School, parents, life, friends, I even think about having children for fucks sake! That’s how fucked up and weird my thinking is, I have so much time, that my sleep time is now my thinking time, not by choice, believe me. Is this some sort of weird punishment my body is giving me (god knows why), but curse you brain! Curse you irrelevant thoughts and mindless ramblings! CURSE YOU!!! >_<
*It’s official, I am officially insane.*
December 24th, 2004 at 11:49 pm
I hate it when you’re trying to sleep and you go “stop thinking” in your head, but then telling yourself to stop thinking is thinking. It’s like a civil war, but in your head. On a site note, you suck. Seriously, I just think you need to relax, get out there and do some stuff. Go to a professional masuse(sp?).
December 25th, 2004 at 12:13 am
I used to work with a massue, he was weird though… like hippie…