Floraish

I am so tired. Mentally and physically exhausted. I don’t know why, I need sleep, but I can’t. I just think, lay awake, thinking of bs stuff I don’t need to think about… or regret shit, and think about the future, everything. School, parents, life, friends, I even think about having children for fucks sake! That’s how fucked up and weird my thinking is, I have so much time, that my sleep time is now my thinking time, not by choice, believe me. Is this some sort of weird punishment my body is giving me (god knows why), but curse you brain! Curse you irrelevant thoughts and mindless ramblings! CURSE YOU!!! >_<

*It’s official, I am officially insane.*